MY IDEAL DATE

Yeah, so I’ll have to admit I’ve been procrastinating. The whole idea of an “ideal” date stumped me. I have no clue what to write since I don’t have any idea about the ideal. Oh wait, forgot, for your edification here’s Wednesday Male Hotness 


Okay, so back to the dilemma. Right now, I got no game so I’ve been putting this off in hopes that some kind of thought would pop into my head. Other than, “shit I still have to write that.” Then I realized I’m a writer . . . I have an imagination. Go figure. So here it is my perfect date/day.

Okay so the incredible man (unknown) but is abso perfect for me says he is going to take me something fabulous. Someplace I will love. With a flick of his fingers (he’s magical don’t you know) he instantly whisks me away to . . . Walt Disney World!!


We get to go into Magic Kingdom early and immediately head to my favorite ride Haunted Mansion

 We hit Pirates of the Caribbean


Head to Epcot for World Showcase


And generally spend the day doing all the amazing things we can. That evening, he snaps his fingers again and whisks me away to a fabulous home on a gorgeous beach. 


He fixes me an amazing meal and we snuggle together as we listen to the waves lap on the sand. Finally, we head to bed where we can still hear the ocean and feel the breeze.


And there it is, my ideal date. And I’m sure you weren’t expecting any of that since it would or could never happen. But hey I figured if I was going to imagine, I might as well go all the way. Right??

Now run over and check out what the other ladies consider an ideal date and I will see you next week! — Gwen

Bronwyn
Kris
Jessica D
Paige


FEBRUARY FLASH FICTION – PICTURE

She imagined the picture was supposed to be evocative of…something. The dreamy image showed a man, in a blue hoodie and jeans, walking down a wooden dock, surrounded by blue water, toward a bright light. Death? The unknown? His promising future? All that the artwork brought to her mind was the song “Dock of the Bay,” and she was fairly certain that’s not what the artist was aiming for.
“What do you think?” a low, rough voice asked
She glanced over at the man who’d stepped up beside her and had to look up. He was tall, had to be nearly six-four, with close cropped black hair, a beard, and enough tats and piercings to cause most people to back up. Emily wasn’t most people though. She prided herself on giving everyone a chance and, if they turned out to be an asshole, she’d just use her pepper spray.
“I don’t like it. I think it’s hokey. It reminds me of that one painter. You know, the one they called the painter of light. He did all those landscape paintings that never looked real.”
She also prided herself on honesty. If people didn’t want her opinion they shouldn’t ask.
He nodded. “Something your grandma might hang on her living room wall.”
“Exactly,” she said with a nod. “Right next to a horrible clown print.”
After a moment, she glanced over at him. “Please tell me you’re not the artist.”
He laughed. “No, hell no. Somebody I know invited me. I didn’t have anything else going so here I am. Would your opinion have changed if I was?”
“No, but I would have tried to be kinder in my choice of words.”
“So you would have still told me my pictures were shit, but prettied it up?”
“Yes.” She turned and held out her hand. “I’m Emily.”
“Tanner,” he said, gently taking her hand for a shake. “How did you end up here?”
“Same as you, a friend invited me. This is her gallery and she wanted me to see the work of this totally awesome artist. Her words, obviously.”
He had the prettiest eyes she’d ever seen. They were an unusual blue-green hue surrounded by thick black lashes. Lashes she only dreamed of having. Lashes the mascara companies promised you’d get, if you bought their products, but never delivered on. And how long had she been standing and staring up into his eyes?
“Do you want to go across the street for coffee?” he asked her.
“What about your date?”
“I don’t have a date. My sister didn’t want to come by herself.”
“I’d like that,” she said, smiling. No he wasn’t anything like the men she usually dated, but sticking with pattern wasn’t working for her. This man, with his beautiful eyes and gruff voice, made her stomach clench and that wasn’t a sensation she’d felt in a very long time.  
He held out his hand. “Let’s get out of here.”

Emily put her hand in his as they moved through the crowd. No, she hadn’t liked the show at all, but had found something so much more to her liking.

Now run over and check out what the other bloggers wrote.

Jessica
Bronwyn
Kris
Paige

WRITING PET PEEVES

Hello! Before I get out my soapbox to mouth off about my pet peeves, here’s WMH


*sigh* Anyway, pet peeves of the writing variety. I don’t know that I have many, but here we go.

1. Not writing when I say I will. Yeah, that’s a big one with me. And with depression it’s even bigger . . . huger even. Often, by the time I do all my adult stuff and make it home, I just really want to nap. Depression is exhausting and pretending everything is okay is even more exhausting. So, yeah, no writing.

2. Getting half way or more through a book and realizing–whoops– the beginning of it is wrong. Yeah, that’s another thing I’m facing right now. So, with over 50k I am back at the beginning fixing it so that the story will make sense.

3. When I’m actually writing having to stop for one reason or another. Once that happens, I’m sunk.

4. Having an awesome idea for a book . . . but I’m already working on one and have 2 others I have to get to before I can get to the new great idea.

5. Seeing brand new books out I want to read, but know I should be writing instead. But really wanting to read the books . . . for research and stuff. 

Right now, that’s all I got. If you have some awesome pet peeves . . . any pet peeves you want to share then drop them down in the comments. I want to know what bothers you. Truly.

Now, don’t forget to run and check out what bugs the other bloggers and I’ll see you all next week.– Gwen

Jessica
Bronwyn
Kris
Kellie
Jessica D
Kayleigh

YEAR IN REVIEW – BEST MEMORIES OF 2015

Before I jump in let me share Wednesday Male Hotness:


Okay, so our topic this week is all about last year. A year, truthfully, I’d rather forget. In fact, I was going to blow this blog off or do something silly, but I think instead I’ll be totally, absolutely honest. I know . . . scary. 

To begin, I have a mental illness . . . probably more than one, but whatever. I have clinical depression. I take meds, but often they don’t work because the illness overwhelms them. Because life and my reactions to events overwhelms them. I think of it as a low grade fire that constantly has water sprayed on it. The water controls it, but never puts it out. Sometimes the flames flare up and that tiny spurt of water just isn’t enough. 

2015 started out horrible. I lost my two baby boy cats, Warlock and Max within a week of each other. Devastating. I don’t think I quite recovered from the one two punch of that. Those events tossed gasoline on my tiny flame. Things just kept rolling, adding fuel to the flame. 

The depression overwhelmed, as it’s wont to do, and before I knew it I was under. I couldn’t write, didn’t want to go anywhere, didn’t want to do anything, slept constantly or not at all. Suicide entered my mind. Been there, had those thoughts before, and I’m savvy enough not to fall for them. But it was so tempting. End it. Over.

Guess what? I didn’t. I knew it was the illness whispering. Even at my very worse, when I imagined there was no one who would care if I disappeared, I knew my sister would. I couldn’t leave my sister. No matter what. I couldn’t, wouldn’t do that to her. Was it and is it a struggle? Oh hell yes. But making the choice to die would be like tossing my Mom’s gift back in her face. 

See, my Mom had a massive stroke and ended up in Hosparus (hospice hospital). I knew she was hanging on for us. She always said she’d never leave her girls. I told her it was okay to go. We knew she loved us. But, we’d be fine, because she gifted me with my best friend. Since she’d worked so hard to give that gift to me, how would it be if I tossed it away? 

I think I’m on the upswing. At least, I feel as though I am, but I take it one day at a time. Sometimes, when things get really shitty, I focus on an event or a trip we have planned. You know, can’t go anywhere cause I don’t want to miss (insert thing here). It works for me and, yeah, sometimes that’s all that matters.

Saying all this, there have been “best” memories from this year. I got a kitten, Maeve, who is so sweet. She really is my baby.


Sis & I went to Nashville a few times to meet our best friends and hang out. 


We also took a trip to Atlanta, which was a lot of fun. We saw the largest aquarium in the universe, the botanical garden, and the natural history museum. 


We planted our flower garden. We went to tea at our favorite place, Sisters Tea Parlor. 



Our best friends came and spent the holidays with us. 



I even picked up a new hobby, which is making my own soap. Go me. 

It’s so easy to dwell on the bad, especially when depression is flamed up to forest fire levels. This post though, has forced me to list the good stuff from this year and that’s a huge positive. Like I said, I wasn’t even going to do this post, but blogging every week was one of my resolutions for the year. 

Hope this wasn’t a downer to you. And if you suffer from depression it’s okay, it’s an illness just like high blood pressure or diabetes. Make sure you take care of yourself and if it gets too much please, please seek help. Know that you are so valuable, you are the only you here and we’d miss if you you were gone. 

Now go and check out some other best memories from the other bloggers and I’ll see you next week. Pinkie Promise! Gwen

Jessica
Bronwyn
Kris
Jessica D
Kellie
Paige
Kayleigh

JANUARY FLASH FICTION

“Stop! Stop! Stop!”
The voice, and the splattering of water, yanked Kara out of the spell she’d been attempting. Opening her eyes, she found herself slightly damp while the woods around her dripped with water. Huffing out a breath, she turned on the old man by her side.
“Why did you do that?” she demanded.
“Why were you trying to set the woods on fire?” he asked, lowering his bushy brows over his dark eyes. “There are living beings here that need their home.”
“I wasn’t setting a fire,” she explained. “I was opening a portal.”
“No,” he said, shaking his head, “you were setting the tree on fire.”
She turned back and looked at the scene in front of her. The trees, on either side of the small path in front of her, were a bit charred. Hell, why wasn’t this working? Most people could open a portal without any effort, but she couldn’t. She could do other things, bigger things, more dangerous things without any effort at all, but the portal eluded her.
“I wasn’t trying to start a fire,” she said, turning back to her grandfather.
“Well you were.”
“You know, you should be more supportive,” she said. “Gram said you should pick less and support more.”
“Yes, but you weren’t burning down your Gram’s house were you?” he said, reasonably.
She pinched the bridge of her nose. He was right. Of course he was right. He was always right and that’s why it sucked so much. As much as he worked with her, trained her, opening a portal was something she couldn’t do.
“Kara,” he said, “I understand your frustration. But setting a fire is no way to deal.”
Against her will, she laughed. “I wasn’t trying to start a fire, you old goat. I was trying to open a portal. As if you didn’t know.”
He grandfather smiled. “I kind of figured that out. Come over here.”
He took her arm and led her to a fallen log. Sitting, he pulled her down next to him. He didn’t say anything, but then she was used to that. No one hurried her grandfather, least of all her. He would speak when he was ready. Until then, she breathed deep and soaked in the serenity of the forest. Sunlight filtered through the high canopy causing sparkles of light to dance here and there as the wind blew. She’d grown up playing and learning in this magical place. Never, ever, did she want to leave.
“I think you are putting too much effort into your magic.”
“What?” she turned to stare at the man next to her.
He pulled contemplatively at his beard as his soft grey eyes watched her behind wire-rimmed lenses. “You are so powerful. I think your power is overwhelming the spell causing it to fail. I’ve been thinking on this for quite a while. Small children can open a portal, but not you, because your power has never been small. It’s always been more mature.”
“So I should…throttle back?”
“Yes, exactly. Your magic should nudge, not push and shove.”
Rising, she moved to stand in the middle of the small deer path. Small, she told herself, gentle. The magic welled up inside her and Kara took a small, gentle tendril and allowed it to flow out into the space before her. She pictured a doorway forming in her mind and saw her grandmother’s kitchen garden. This was where she wanted the portal to take her. Home. Nowhere fabulous. Just home.
“Kara.”
She opened her eyes to find a bright shining doorway hovering right above the path. No fire, this time, but a true portal. Without looking away, she gave her grandfather a thumb’s up.
“Oh my gosh, it’s beautiful.”
She longed to do a jig, but didn’t dare. Not yet anyway. Once back home she’d do a victory lap around the garden with her grandmother’s pet goat, Sissy. Right now, she concentrated on keeping her magic in check.
“Wish me luck,” she said. “I’ll see you at home.”

Smiling, she stepped into the bright sphere.


Hope you enjoyed it. Now run over and check out how the other bloggers handled the picture.

2016 GOALS

Here we are at the So turning of another year. So insane that this year flew by. Oh wait, let’s share a last Wednesday Male Hotness of 2015

Yeah, I know he’s one big reason to celebrate. Huh?

Anyway, goals . . . must have goals for the coming year. So here they are:

1. Finish at least 3 books!! Which is huge since I didn’t finish any this year.

2. Write everyday, no matter what, for at least an hour.

3.Blog every Wednesday! I almost made that goal this year. Yay me.

4. Do all the picture & song short fiction pieces, I started out great, but then petered out.

5. Try to exercise, at least, twice a week.

6. Make sure to post Wednesday Male Hotness!! Woo hooo

And there they are. My goals for this year. I’ll use the blog to report back on how I’m doing. I mean, if I’m blogging every week, then I should be telling you all how I’m doing. 🙂

Now run and check out what the other bloggers goals are for this coming year.

Jessica
Bronwyn
Kris
Jessica D
Paige
Kayleigh

See you all next!! — Gwen

HOLIDAY HELLO!!

Well here we are, only 2 days until Christmas. Hopefully, you have your shopping finished and all the presents wrapped and under the tree. I do and boy does it feel good. Another awesome event from this season is Maeve (the kitten) has totally ignored the tree. There’s been no attempts to climb it, jump in it, or eat it. I am one thankful kitten mama. 

Anyway, no matter how you celebrate, or if you don’t, I wish you nothing but joy this month. I can’t believe 2015 is almost over. Truthfully, I’ll be glad to see it go. It hasn’t been the best year for me. I look forward to the promise of the new year. I always think of it as starting fresh, clean slate and all that. I need it. 

Before this year comes to a close though our two best friends are coming to spend the holidays with us. They’ve been coming ever since we lost our Mom in 2010. The holiday isn’t the same without them. We’re actually planning our own fancy tea for Christmas Eve. Sis and I have already started cooking and baking. It’s gonna be good. 

And I’m sure you’re confused, right? I’m pagan and yet I celebrate Christmas. Not technically. I celebrate Yule, but no one I know does. So I just kind of move my Yule celebration a few days later and BAM it’s all good. 

Oh, to celebrate this incredible holiday Sis has been composing a fabulous poem. She isn’t finished yet, but I can post what she’s written so far. I’ll nudge her along and make her finish then post the rest later. So here it is:

T’was the week of Christmas and all through the house
All the kittehs were stirring, playing with a fake mouse.
The stockings were hung over the fireplace with care,
In the hopes that Command Hooks would keep them right there.
Abby was mad, demanding to be fed,
And threatening to walk on my poor little head;
And Gwen and Jude in their lounge pants, looking like crap,
Had just settled down for their afternoon nap.
When out in the kitchen, there arose such a clatter,
We sprang out of blankets to see to the matter.
Again from the kitchen, there was a great crash,

And Maeve and Olivia from the room did dash.


I told you she wasn’t done, but so far I am enjoying it. I hope you do too. So have a great week! And now check out some of the other bloggers holiday greetings.

Bronwyn
Jessica

See you next week!! Gwen

FAV THINGS: SMELLS/SCENTS

OMG! Can you believe it’s December. . . already? The year has flown by and here we are in the midst of another holiday season. I love this favorite things idea since certain scents always remind me of events or people. Scientists or maybe it’s therapists, I believe, say that scents can trigger memories.Whoever it is, they’re right. Oh wait!I almost forgot Wednesday Male Hotness

So . . . scents . . . speaking of, I bet he smells really good.

Anyway, this time of year always smells the best to me. Yummy baked goods, roast turkey, glazed ham, fresh pine, pumpkin everything. So, here are some of my favorite scents, in no particular order.

1. Coffee – the scent of fresh brewed coffee takes me back to when I was a kid. My mom would put the percolator on and the scent of rich, brewed coffee would permeate the house. 

2. Books – as a kid, the first thing I’d do when I got a new book, was open it up and inhale. I know it’s crazy, unless you do it too but there’s nothing like the smell of a book. It’s almost as if you can smell the coming adventure. Today, I still take a sniff and, if you’ve never done it, you should.

3. Fall

My favorite time of the year. It’s not just the beautiful colors, but the scents. The crispness in the air, the rich bite of turning leaves, and the wood smoke on the breeze.

4. Lavender


I have 2 plants in my garden and the essential oil by my bedside. It’s both earthy and floral at the same time, which I love. The scent is relaxing and so soothing. Sometimes I put a few drops in the tub and take a very long bath.

5. Yankee Candle scents – currently, I have about 6 different candles on my dresser. Apple pumpkin, Apple cider, North Pole, Hazelnut coffee . . . I love them all. Most of them are what I would consider Fall/Holiday scents so, even in the summer, I can pretend it’s my favorite time of the year. 

Now, go over and check out what the other ladies love.

See you all next week!– Gwen


I’M THANKFUL FOR . . .

I can’t believe it’s almost Thanksgiving. The year has whipped by and I can’t say I have much to show for it. No new books, though I’m still working. A battle with depression that, I think, I’m winning. Still, I have so much to be thankful for. It helps to remind myself of this. 

The youngest girl in the pic is one of the biggest thankfuls I have in my life. My sister is my best friend, confidant, partner in crime, travel buddy, secret keeper, crafting companion, and someone I can’t imagine being without. I can tell you when the above pic was taken I wasn’t feeling any of it. LOL!

My next thankful is my sweet little kitten, Maeve. She’s so soft and so cuddly and makes even crappy days better.



I’m so thankful for my fabulous friends!!! No matter if you live near or far, if I see you often or hardly at all, you are so much in my heart and thoughts. 

Wine!!!! I don’t think I need to say more. Do I???












Coffee and/or tea!! I think these 2 beverages have probably saved lives on some days. 

Seriously, I’m truly thankful for the readers who buy my books. Without you I’d be writing in a vacuum and that’s no fun. I’m thankful for the ability to write. And I’m really thankful for other writers who produce such amazing reads.

I’m thankful for music, which I love so much (other than country, I don’t like country music). And art and drama and dance, none of which I can do, but I enjoy experiencing. 

I’m also thankful for the ability to be thankful. To understand where and how my life is blessed and to appreciate those blessings. 

Now, run and check out what some of my amazing friends are thankful for.

Jessica
Bronwyn
Kris
Kellie
Jessica D
Paige
Kayleigh

If you celebrate, have an awesome Thanksgiving and, if not, just have an amazing week. See you next Wednesday!! — Gwen